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Stretchable.

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What do you mean by stretchable?

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Daddy's hard. You can't move him.

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He gets mad and that's it.

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Mommy gets mad too, but she's more like
putty.

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She gets mad too.

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That's when it's the most stretch.

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Putty, I wonder, how is it that you
stretch her?

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You just... Can I talk now, please?

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Is it okay if Mommy talks?

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Yep. Okay.

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I'm not stretchable.

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I'm not putty.

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That's her experience of you. That isn't
true. I try very hard to be in control

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of her and everything, but maybe I'm not
even going to be there at all.

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Well, perception is reality, so... Also,
I don't get sad.

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You seem sad right now.

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You do seem sad right now. We're here to
talk about how to get you better. All

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we do is talk about me.

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I can be sad. I mean, I'm allowed to be
sad, right?

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Well, of course.

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But you must know that this is all
tangled up together, and you of all

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should know. I know, I know. But this
isn't how things are

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going to get better.

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Mommy, please don't cry. No, no. Then
I'll cry.

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We want the tube removed.

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No, you can't kill me!

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No, she won't do what she has to do
because she knows that she has the

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net.

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Things are not stable enough right now.
It's clear that we have different goals.

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You want her to get better before the
tube can be removed. I think the tube

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needs to come out and then she can get
better.

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We all have the same goal here.

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But... What I'm learning as we're
talking all together is that you and I

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spend some time, just the two of us,
without her here, to talk about some

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serious issues.

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I'm going to need you to restart the two
feedings at night, and I need you to

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start... Did you get the kind with no
cheese? I can't explain this to you

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time, sweetie. They would just laugh at
me and say it's bread, okay?

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I'll take the cheese off when we get
home, of course.

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Is it the kind with the little green and
black things in the sauce?

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It's the same kind we always get.

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That kind has the things in the sauce. I
can't, I can't eat it.

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Like, can you, like, scrape it off and
put it in the cup? You don't even want

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the two batters. It's just me who wants
it out. You have to be.

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Jesus.

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Oh. Oh.

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You got it your way. No cheese.

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Did you will that to happen? Are you
some kind of witch or something?

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Okay, straight to the table.

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Actually, no, wash hands first and then
straight to the table. I don't have to

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go to the bathroom, though.

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No one's making you go to the bathroom.
I'm just asking you to wash your hands,

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please, like we always do.

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Is Daddy coming?

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Where's Daddy?

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He said maybe bedtime.

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Where did he go again?

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He just got back, though.

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Are you done?

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Yeah.

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I did have to go to the bathroom.

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Okay.

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Yeah. The bathroom has water in it.

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Okay, that's good.

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No, I need it on the floor.

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Come quickly!

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Are you coming?

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Mommy!

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Oh my god.

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What?

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Why didn't you tell me as soon as we
came in here?

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I just noticed.

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Because I had to go to the bathroom so
bad.

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I don't like how it feels on my sock.

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Where's it coming from?

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How deep is it?

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Are we going to die?

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Is the house going to fall on top of us?

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Mommy, can you lift me up and carry me
out?

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Yeah, just stay there, okay? Hold on.

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Mom, why are you leaving me?

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Please stay on the toilet, okay?

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Peace out.

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is familiar or real ever every time i
feel this way i get further and further

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away from being in myself and i i can
never get back when you think about time

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how do you see it how do i see time um
time is

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a series of things to get through each
goal is a cliff there's nothing at the

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end of it but then it comes and And
there's just another cliff.

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You know about holotropic breathing?

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Uh -uh.

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Yo, this shit is lit.

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Basically, you trick your brain into
thinking it's dead, and you see the

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universe. You know what I'm saying? So
you don't feel the paranoia and guilt.

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Something's wrong.

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I mean, I've got a friend who does,
like, radiation like that.

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Nah, see what I'm saying? This is like
hyperventilating. When you die, they say

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you let off this chemical, and when
you're dreaming, you let off the same

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chemical. It's sort of like that, you
know? You make your brain think it's

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but... Being brain dead is still alive.

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Holographic, Rutherford?

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Holotropic. Holotropic.

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Is that real?

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What?

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The dead brain thing?

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Oh, yeah. I mean, shit.

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I guess anything could be real.

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Anything could be bullshit, too.

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You know what I'm saying?

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But you know that feeling like when
you're not...

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Yeah?

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Are you making fun of me?

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Miss, I don't even know you.

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Okay. Um, yes on these, but no on the
wine.

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Why?

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The law prohibits me from selling you
this one right now.

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But it isn't even two.

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It's $1 .58.

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Right, but... By the time I ring these
up, it will be back, too.

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Huh.

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Um... I'll just get the peanut butter
cup to put them in my room.

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Will do.

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I can't talk about this anymore. I'm
telling you, please.

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Hey, hey, look, if that's what Dr.
Spring thinks is best, then we have to

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to Dr. Spring. There is no we, though.
It's just me.

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It's not fair.

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I'm telling you. Fair?

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Listen, I'm working, all right? I'm
dealing with a lot of assholes. You have

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idea.

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I know, I know. The problem with that
logic, though, is that I'm not a

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housewife. I work, too. Mommy.

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Mommy, this hotel is gross. Good
morning.

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Disgusting.

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Wow.

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You guys look just like twins. Anybody
ever tell you that?

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No, you're the first person to notice
and or say that.

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Everyone says that.

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Hey, cutie.

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Want to see a trick?

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Yeah.

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Whoa.

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How'd you do that?

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Mommy you should take it. She's never
gonna eat it

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Yeah

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to love you?

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No. You can train them to love you.

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Well, I would love if you would finish
your bacon. That way I can tell

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you got 100 % on breakfast.

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And once they love you, you can get them
to do everything, including tricks.

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Let's start with one bite.

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You've missed the last few weeks of
family sessions.

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Yeah.

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I told you what happened. Our entire
ceiling fell down, and with all that

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and we're living out of the hotel.

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Uh, so we need to schedule something as
soon as possible to talk about our goals

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and the treatment process. Yeah, yeah.
Okay, yeah.

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Uh... Yeah.

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Mm -hmm. Mm -hmm.

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Oh, you meant now.

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Okay. All right.

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Um... Well... Uh... Let me look at my
schedule.

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I should probably do that. I know that
you already know this, but you can't

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start letting feelings of guilt and
control about this illness and treatment

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affect you.

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It's no one's fault.

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That's right. That's what I keep
hearing.

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Also, I really need you to start taking
care of yourself.

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Yes. No. Put my oxygen mask on first. Mm
-hmm. Mm -hmm. I'm just going to have

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to get blunt here.

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She needs to reach her weight goal in
the next week.

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If she does that, then we can put tube
removal and discharge dates on the

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But if she doesn't do that, I'm going to
have to reassess the level of care,

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because obviously something is not
working here, and this is what I need to

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to you about.

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When can we sit down properly?

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Yeah, fine.

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September 7th.

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It's September 15th.

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September 20th.

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I mean, September...

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September 20.

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Hey!

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Hey!

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I told you not to do that, and the next
time I will report you to the building.

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We have no authority to report me. You
won't be allowed in the lot. I'll have

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you closed. I'm not in there long enough
for this.

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Whatever.

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The apartment is a 13 -minute walk, but
I might as well be on Mars.

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I just, like, every time I go check, it
looks worse, and I have no control.

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Have you tried discussing a compromise
with your landlord?

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Perhaps they could section off the room
with the hole.

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Then you could live freely in the rest
of the apartment.

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Live freely with asbestos and 100 -year
-old dust in black mold spores.

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That's your advice.

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It's not advice.

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It's a question to consider.

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I should really...

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show you this hole it's an entire
nightmare on my ceiling

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when does charles return this is week
three of eight i mean

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you should know that don't you write
things down it's your job to remember

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boring details of my fucking life we do
have to stop now we are out of time i

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have another patient coming so wait now
what about the 10 minute warning yeah i

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Just wasn't paying attention. You didn't
respond to the email that I sent you

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about my dream.

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I don't respond to my clients' dream
emails.

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Okay, so if you don't bring it up, then
what is the point?

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Okay, you got me. I had a dream, and I
need to talk about it today, and I

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get any time because you didn't give me
a warning.

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We can discuss the dream you emailed the
next session.

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Well, it's actually a different dream.

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Well, I don't really... About you.

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Okay, quickly.

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Okay. I was in a hospital day room or a
recreation room or something, and I knew

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my daughter was also in the hospital,
but far away, another part.

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And it didn't look like the hospital she
was in.

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Last year, though, when everything
happened, it was different. It was

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I was waiting for Charles to come get me
so we could pick her up. But instead,

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you were there and you wanted to sit
really close to me. And I was like

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away from you on the bench and you kept
inching closer.

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And I got my phone out to text Charles
because I was nervous he'd come in and

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he'd see. And then you tried to grab the
phone and then you started to...

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to try to get me to drop it.

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And I was like, I was really enjoying
it. But I was so scared that Charles

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come in and he would see.

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All right.

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OK.

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All right. You got to tell me.

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We'll talk about it next time.

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OK?

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We won't talk about it next time.

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You know that.

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There's no thread.

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There's no thread at all.

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Yes?

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What now?

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Hi, yes, so sorry, have to leave, stop
work.

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What?

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Okay.

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Okay,

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what is the issue then? Can you tell me?
This has been going on for so long. Do

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I need to get a new contractor?

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It's spread.

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It's full. It's very full. You
understand? Very full. Spread?

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Not easy to explain.

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Not my language.

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Sorry,

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what? I don't understand those words.

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How long will you be grieving for your
mother?

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I need a date, OK? It needs to be fixed.
Just give me a date. My husband and I

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will be returning to. I'll be back in
one week.

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OK, well, fine. I'm going to be going
there and checking on what you've done

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far. And I'm going to be taking
pictures.

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I can see you now.

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I'm really happy to hold this silent
space for you, but as usual, I am

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as to what you might be thinking about.

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It's all I can think about.

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Tell me what's going on.

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Well, I keep telling you. It's like I
keep saying to his doctor. He doesn't

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smile. He looks at me weirdly, and he's
just very uncomfortable all of

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the time, and no one will do anything
about it.

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You know what I would love and what I
think would be extremely helpful is if

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could come to a session without Riley.

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I think it would be... I know you think
you can't. I can't. But I think if you

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got a sitter who you trusted... Did you
hear about that nanny in New York?

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The mom came home from work and the
nanny had stabbed both of her kids to

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in the bathtub.

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That is real.

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That happened.

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A situation like that is very...

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Very, very unusual, okay? Most people
have caregivers who can trust, but...

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Well, I believe you can. I just think
you don't want to or you're afraid, so

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let's stick to what's impractical. I
need to protect him.

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From something specific?

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Because something very bad is happening.

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One second, I just have to... This could
be about my daughter.

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I'm so sorry.

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Yeah, look, look, I'm not Riley's
doctor, so I can't speak

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to what may or may not be going on with
him. We can only talk about your

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feelings, about what you perceive is
going on with Riley, which is why I do

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believe medication... I'm not perceiving
it. It is happening.

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And I feel... Awful about it.

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Okay, listen.

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When you're having these feelings of
deep panic at home with Riley, just put

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in his crib or carrier or somewhere safe
and draw a bath.

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Just breathe until your heart isn't
racing anymore.

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Come out and get dressed.

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Start the day over again.

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Put on some real clothes.

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These feelings that you're experiencing,
they're very, very, very scary.

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Okay? Very dark.

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And that's why you need to keep moving.

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You need to keep going.

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You need to be busy.

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You can't sit inside the fear and doubt
and scariness.

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Directly before the judge read Ortega
her sentence, she begged for forgiveness

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for her unspeakable crime. She stated
she was sorry for what the judge had

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called pure evil.

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She then spoke about how untreated
mental illness was to blame. The judge

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not convinced.

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She will be serving life in prison with
no possibility of parole.

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Same.

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00:26:44,530 --> 00:26:47,030
You would not believe what I have
entered.

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00:26:48,130 --> 00:26:52,990
Okay, so, I don't know if you recall,
but there was this pair of absolutely

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Davoonianca Davoon gorge leather gloves
that I saw on the reel -reel.

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00:26:56,890 --> 00:26:59,130
I wake up this morning, banned.

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00:27:00,010 --> 00:27:01,130
Banned. Yeah.

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00:27:01,810 --> 00:27:02,810
I know.

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some cheese today.

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Daddy,

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can I get a hamster? I already told you,
you're not getting a hamster.

311
00:27:15,940 --> 00:27:19,060
No, no, no, no, no. She's not getting a
hamster. She's not getting a hamster.

312
00:27:19,260 --> 00:27:21,820
Where are you? I hear something weird.

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00:27:22,520 --> 00:27:24,480
Oh, yeah, Dad, I'm catching a game.

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00:27:25,120 --> 00:27:29,240
A game? Yeah, yeah, we got here this
morning and there's a minor league team

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00:27:29,240 --> 00:27:34,240
here on the island where we go. That
must be nice, huh? Doing things

316
00:27:34,460 --> 00:27:35,460
What's that like?

317
00:28:04,170 --> 00:28:07,870
I told you, it's a rodent. And just
something to look after for no reason.

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00:28:08,090 --> 00:28:12,650
Please, please don't ask again. And
don't ask daddy things I already say no

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Dr. Springfield, this is a big week.

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00:28:53,940 --> 00:28:55,100
Did she tell you that?

321
00:28:55,780 --> 00:28:57,900
Yeah. I think you can do it.

322
00:28:58,320 --> 00:29:00,120
But I'm already doing it my best.

323
00:29:01,060 --> 00:29:05,100
I know, but you have to do a little
better, and we can get rid of this

324
00:29:05,220 --> 00:29:06,600
and everything will be okay.

325
00:29:08,580 --> 00:29:09,580
I'll be better.

326
00:29:12,100 --> 00:29:16,900
Okay, well... It's not up to me.

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00:29:17,400 --> 00:29:18,400
It's up to you.

328
00:29:26,480 --> 00:29:27,500
What book can I read you tonight?

329
00:29:28,500 --> 00:29:29,820
I'm too tired.

330
00:29:30,040 --> 00:29:31,120
Just a song.

331
00:29:31,680 --> 00:29:32,780
Okay, what song?

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00:29:34,320 --> 00:29:35,660
The Dead Whale One.

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Sit beside the

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breakfast table.

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00:29:46,800 --> 00:29:48,480
Think about your troubles.

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00:29:49,240 --> 00:29:51,740
Pour yourself a cup of tea.

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00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:53,560
Think about the bubbles.

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00:29:54,650 --> 00:30:01,430
You can take your teardrops and drop
them in a teacup. Take them down to the

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00:30:01,430 --> 00:30:04,470
riverside. And throw them over the
thigh.

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00:30:04,730 --> 00:30:09,670
To be swept up by a current. And taken
to the ocean.

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00:30:09,930 --> 00:30:12,090
And be swallowed by some fishes.

342
00:30:12,570 --> 00:30:14,850
And be eaten by some fishes.

343
00:30:15,170 --> 00:30:17,270
And swallowed by a whale.

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00:30:17,570 --> 00:30:19,090
You're so old.

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00:30:19,570 --> 00:30:21,550
You decompose.

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00:30:23,980 --> 00:30:28,160
I don't mean to say we're all robots,
but I wonder if you had been raised the

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00:30:28,160 --> 00:30:31,340
way your mother had been raised. I mean,
she had a father who just took off,

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00:30:31,380 --> 00:30:32,219
didn't come home.

349
00:30:32,220 --> 00:30:36,100
Then another man entered her mother's
life, and she became attached to him,

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00:30:36,100 --> 00:30:37,100
he bailed out.

351
00:30:37,260 --> 00:30:38,239
You know what you're saying.

352
00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:39,620
I did have that phone line.

353
00:30:40,100 --> 00:30:41,100
Very similar.

354
00:30:41,360 --> 00:30:46,320
Okay, my question is, if you had been
raised as your mother had been raised,

355
00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:48,380
you think you probably would have
knocked your kids around too?

356
00:30:49,540 --> 00:30:51,800
See how many you can catch now. Okay,
okay, okay. Open.

357
00:30:53,680 --> 00:30:54,680
Wait.

358
00:30:59,420 --> 00:31:00,680
Was this in my room, please?

359
00:31:01,880 --> 00:31:02,900
Definitely before, too.

360
00:31:04,920 --> 00:31:06,500
I'm going to need to see your ID, ma
'am.

361
00:31:08,780 --> 00:31:10,360
You've never asked me that before.

362
00:31:11,380 --> 00:31:12,920
Ma 'am, I'm going to need to see your
ID.

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00:31:14,260 --> 00:31:18,840
You really want me to go all the way
back up to my room, get my ID, and come

364
00:31:18,840 --> 00:31:20,060
the way back down here?

365
00:31:20,340 --> 00:31:21,340
It's a rule.

366
00:31:21,470 --> 00:31:22,890
Aren't you only on the second floor
anyway?

367
00:31:23,170 --> 00:31:27,290
When is this the fucking rule? You
should find my ID. Ladies, ladies,

368
00:31:27,290 --> 00:31:28,290
It's behind you.

369
00:31:28,510 --> 00:31:29,510
Ladies!

370
00:31:30,610 --> 00:31:33,010
I'm not going back behind you. Ladies,
whoa, whoa.

371
00:31:33,570 --> 00:31:36,210
Ladies, calm it down, bro. I don't
fucking know.

372
00:31:36,490 --> 00:31:37,490
It's not that deep.

373
00:31:37,510 --> 00:31:40,110
She's fucking barking at me. Just use my
ID, bro.

374
00:31:40,330 --> 00:31:41,690
I can't do that. Why not?

375
00:31:41,930 --> 00:31:43,890
I can't use your ID for her wine.

376
00:31:44,310 --> 00:31:45,790
Well, then, it's my wine.

377
00:31:45,990 --> 00:31:47,230
She's just paying for it.

378
00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:10,100
Name's Jamie, by the way.

379
00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:12,280
Got a like?

380
00:32:13,240 --> 00:32:14,240
Not interested.

381
00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:16,240
In what?

382
00:32:16,340 --> 00:32:17,340
I need to be alone.

383
00:32:19,600 --> 00:32:20,600
Who the hell?

384
00:32:23,160 --> 00:32:24,900
Motherfucking thank you would have been
nice, man.

385
00:32:58,090 --> 00:33:01,610
Outside, just getting some fresh air. I
don't like it when you leave her there

386
00:33:01,610 --> 00:33:02,449
by herself.

387
00:33:02,450 --> 00:33:04,330
Even for a second, it isn't safe.

388
00:33:04,590 --> 00:33:07,810
I'm just outside for a minute, getting
some air. You know, the windows don't

389
00:33:07,810 --> 00:33:08,910
open in there.

390
00:33:09,630 --> 00:33:11,690
Stop everyone from killing themselves,
obviously.

391
00:33:12,270 --> 00:33:15,590
All right, yeah, yeah, yeah. But what if
she wakes up and she's scared? Yes, she

392
00:33:15,590 --> 00:33:18,270
never wakes up. And anyway, I have
someone at the hotel now.

393
00:33:18,550 --> 00:33:22,830
Babysitter. Really? Where'd you find a
babysitter? Who is it? His name's James.

394
00:33:23,250 --> 00:33:24,330
His name is James?

395
00:33:24,550 --> 00:33:26,070
He's a male babysitter?

396
00:33:26,670 --> 00:33:27,670
Did you call...

397
00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:31,340
call me a bad mother or what i mean you
have no idea what it's like not to be

398
00:33:31,340 --> 00:33:34,900
able to go outside even for a minute by
yourself you can go outside whenever you

399
00:33:34,900 --> 00:33:38,960
want to you can go wherever you want to
the machine doesn't fucking stop and

400
00:33:38,960 --> 00:33:43,880
there's nothing to do oh my god who is
the one who went to a baseball game

401
00:33:43,880 --> 00:33:47,860
and who is the one who filled her bag
with gloop 500 times saw patients picked

402
00:33:47,860 --> 00:33:52,280
her up had to do dinner where she only
got 20 and then had to try to do this

403
00:33:52,280 --> 00:33:56,480
look i gotta go the reception's really
bad here everything's fine

404
00:34:46,350 --> 00:34:47,870
Here are pics of Holt.

405
00:34:48,389 --> 00:34:50,510
Forgot to send today. I went during
lunch.

406
00:35:46,080 --> 00:35:48,040
What is movie?

407
00:35:51,160 --> 00:35:55,800
Babies, zombies, babies, mothers, eating
babies.

408
00:35:57,140 --> 00:36:00,420
Here's what I found. A court has
reopened in...

409
00:36:00,420 --> 00:36:07,300
24 years after Meryl Streep portrayed

410
00:36:07,300 --> 00:36:10,700
the Australian mother wrongly jailed for
killing her child.

411
00:36:11,300 --> 00:36:13,140
Chamberlain has always insisted...

412
00:38:47,370 --> 00:38:51,990
If you want this, if you want that, come
to my sugar stack.

413
00:38:52,570 --> 00:38:55,930
Hey, hey, hey, you know what would be
super fun and like a really, really big

414
00:38:55,930 --> 00:38:57,050
kid type of thing to do?

415
00:38:57,270 --> 00:39:01,770
I can't hear you. I said, you know what
would be super fun and a big kid type of

416
00:39:01,770 --> 00:39:02,770
thing to do?

417
00:39:02,870 --> 00:39:06,730
What? I dropped you in front of the
door. Go and find yourself. Oh, my God,

418
00:39:06,770 --> 00:39:07,830
that's so cool of you.

419
00:39:08,230 --> 00:39:09,290
No. Why not?

420
00:39:09,910 --> 00:39:11,770
All the moms locked in. Here, Mom.

421
00:39:24,300 --> 00:39:26,220
No problem. No problem. Thank you. Okay.

422
00:39:26,520 --> 00:39:29,020
Exciting news. Guess what? Guess what?
Eva will walk you in.

423
00:39:29,260 --> 00:39:30,360
Go. Go. Go.

424
00:39:32,140 --> 00:39:36,240
Mommy, I'm scared. Make sure you don't
leave. I need you.

425
00:39:36,540 --> 00:39:37,980
I need to be with you.

426
00:39:38,340 --> 00:39:39,380
I'm your mama, okay?

427
00:39:39,800 --> 00:39:41,680
Please. Please. You are my mama.

428
00:39:41,900 --> 00:39:43,140
I'm going to look at him. Dave, you do
it.

429
00:39:57,550 --> 00:40:01,850
that if you touch a baby bird, the mama
bird will not come back if they don't

430
00:40:01,850 --> 00:40:02,850
touch them.

431
00:40:04,610 --> 00:40:07,650
That must have been some dream. I'm not
done.

432
00:40:09,630 --> 00:40:10,670
You kissed me.

433
00:40:14,770 --> 00:40:16,090
I said you kissed me.

434
00:40:16,890 --> 00:40:19,830
Yes, I heard you. In your dream, I
kissed you.

435
00:40:20,790 --> 00:40:27,090
Yeah, and then the next day, I felt...
crushing guilt.

436
00:40:27,550 --> 00:40:30,170
And I knew somehow that your husband had
called me an asshole.

437
00:40:33,390 --> 00:40:36,950
You know, Steven, we can talk about
these feelings apart from your dreams.

438
00:40:40,970 --> 00:40:45,170
But... I

439
00:40:45,170 --> 00:40:50,430
can't help it if in my dreams you always
want to kiss me.

440
00:40:56,170 --> 00:41:00,470
What's the difference between going
outside on hotel property when she's

441
00:41:00,470 --> 00:41:03,450
sleeping and going all the way home?

442
00:41:04,030 --> 00:41:08,870
In one, I guess I'm just a regular mom
making a shitty choice, and in the

443
00:41:08,930 --> 00:41:12,370
I'm a straight -up shitty mom.

444
00:41:12,850 --> 00:41:18,030
Well, it's not my role to decide whether
you should or whether you should not.

445
00:41:18,090 --> 00:41:22,390
No, no, no, no, no. I shouldn't. I know
I shouldn't. I shouldn't even leave her

446
00:41:22,390 --> 00:41:23,390
for a second.

447
00:41:25,220 --> 00:41:27,000
It is your job to say.

448
00:41:27,260 --> 00:41:29,360
Just tell me not to do it.

449
00:41:29,580 --> 00:41:30,620
Tell me what to do.

450
00:41:31,380 --> 00:41:34,480
I don't think you want me to tell you
what to do.

451
00:41:35,040 --> 00:41:38,860
You know what to do. No one will tell me
what to do. I'm supposed to know how to

452
00:41:38,860 --> 00:41:40,820
fix this. I'm supposed to know how to
fix her.

453
00:41:41,040 --> 00:41:43,800
What is it you think it's your job to
fix?

454
00:41:44,340 --> 00:41:48,740
She has to weigh 50 pounds by next week.
Dr. Spring said that's a gain of 2 .5

455
00:41:48,740 --> 00:41:52,700
pounds. Right? Each day is supposed to
be 2 ,500 calories in, compensating for

456
00:41:52,700 --> 00:41:56,400
her resting rate at 1 ,800 calories
burned. That's got to be at least 80 %

457
00:41:56,400 --> 00:41:59,740
each meal for seven days, plus the tube,
and that's if she just lays still all

458
00:41:59,740 --> 00:42:03,780
day. And if it doesn't, then something
about not getting the tube out and

459
00:42:03,780 --> 00:42:08,540
reassessing the level of care. I mean,
what do I do? I would like you to get a

460
00:42:08,540 --> 00:42:09,540
good night's sleep.

461
00:42:10,020 --> 00:42:14,480
So would I, but I'm asking you a thing,
an actual thing, a problem to fix, and I

462
00:42:14,480 --> 00:42:18,040
need help with this. Am I supposed to
just sit around and watch it fail and

463
00:42:18,040 --> 00:42:19,620
is just going to go on forever? What do
I do?

464
00:42:19,860 --> 00:42:24,500
Okay, that means there's no drinking,
there's no drugs, there's no... Are you

465
00:42:24,500 --> 00:42:25,500
listening to me?

466
00:42:45,070 --> 00:42:46,390
Why don't I like you?

467
00:42:46,630 --> 00:42:48,910
I know you want to answer me. Just
forget it.

468
00:42:50,890 --> 00:42:52,550
That is incredibly unfair.

469
00:42:54,930 --> 00:42:58,210
Why is this so important to you right
now?

470
00:43:04,430 --> 00:43:06,850
I just want someone to tell me what to
do.

471
00:43:29,290 --> 00:43:31,790
Oh, my God. Maybe his name should be
S'mores.

472
00:43:32,050 --> 00:43:33,050
That's really nice.

473
00:43:33,430 --> 00:43:35,330
I said don't open the box.

474
00:43:35,870 --> 00:43:37,890
I just want to see him. He's scratching.

475
00:43:38,370 --> 00:43:39,990
He doesn't like being in the box.

476
00:43:40,730 --> 00:43:44,810
He's trying to get out. Can you hold it
closed, please, and keep it closed?

477
00:43:45,530 --> 00:43:46,690
He's scratching me.

478
00:43:47,210 --> 00:43:50,770
He's supposed to love me. Close the box.
I can't.

479
00:43:51,110 --> 00:43:52,250
Mommy, he's getting out.

480
00:43:53,110 --> 00:43:54,110
Hand it to me.

481
00:43:54,210 --> 00:43:58,070
Hand it to me. He's going to jump out.
Give it to me. I can't see. Give it to

482
00:43:58,070 --> 00:43:59,070
me.

483
00:44:49,750 --> 00:44:51,150
We don't have to change information.

484
00:44:51,390 --> 00:44:54,230
What? My kid is in that car. Do you hear
her crying, huh? You scared her to

485
00:44:54,230 --> 00:44:55,230
death, you dick.

486
00:44:55,290 --> 00:44:58,210
Hey, mom, it was barely just a tap.

487
00:44:58,450 --> 00:45:01,330
Don't fucking call me mommy. She thought
we were going to die. Don't fuck with

488
00:45:01,330 --> 00:45:02,370
me about my child's safety.

489
00:45:02,670 --> 00:45:04,290
Huh? Give me all your information.

490
00:45:04,530 --> 00:45:05,530
What the fuck is that?

491
00:45:22,990 --> 00:45:24,490
I miss you. Come back here.

492
00:45:26,510 --> 00:45:28,870
Everything is under control.

493
00:45:37,750 --> 00:45:44,710
You know that I love you and I think
you're the best and so

494
00:45:44,710 --> 00:45:51,510
proud of you for everything and you can
do it and you're almost all better.

495
00:45:55,790 --> 00:45:57,830
Stop, I just love you too much.

496
00:45:58,270 --> 00:46:00,070
You smell like wine.

497
00:46:13,550 --> 00:46:14,550
Hello?

498
00:46:30,990 --> 00:46:37,430
Because, um, if this is an emergency,
you need to hang up and... It's, it's

499
00:46:37,430 --> 00:46:40,530
an emergency. I just, I forgot to call
you yesterday.

500
00:46:42,590 --> 00:46:43,590
What?

501
00:46:44,070 --> 00:46:48,190
Well, you told me to take Riley for a
walk after I took a bath and calmed

502
00:46:48,270 --> 00:46:51,110
and, and I did it, and I forgot to call
you.

503
00:46:51,590 --> 00:46:55,910
Oh, okay, yes. Um, well, uh, that's
good.

504
00:46:56,170 --> 00:46:57,210
And, um,

505
00:46:58,690 --> 00:47:03,300
uh... I do feel, though, that I should
tell you that this number is really for

506
00:47:03,300 --> 00:47:04,300
emergencies only.

507
00:47:04,600 --> 00:47:05,600
Okay?

508
00:47:06,380 --> 00:47:11,220
Oh, I'm sorry. I just couldn't sleep
thinking that you were worried.

509
00:47:11,420 --> 00:47:12,420
I wasn't worried.

510
00:47:13,960 --> 00:47:17,180
You weren't? You weren't thinking about
me?

511
00:47:17,560 --> 00:47:23,900
I said that you could call me if you
couldn't calm down. Not that you had to

512
00:47:23,900 --> 00:47:26,840
call me. But are you safe, Caroline?

513
00:47:27,060 --> 00:47:28,060
Are you...

514
00:47:36,080 --> 00:47:39,820
Okay, well, let's talk about this in
session, okay?

515
00:47:42,160 --> 00:47:48,440
I'm sorry, I'm obviously bothering you.
It is not your fault, and I'll see you

516
00:47:48,440 --> 00:47:49,440
next week.

517
00:47:49,720 --> 00:47:51,140
Well, can I come in tomorrow?

518
00:47:51,960 --> 00:47:54,620
It's just waiting until next week seems
too long.

519
00:47:55,880 --> 00:48:00,220
Well, let me check my schedule, and I
will text you a time, okay?

520
00:48:09,610 --> 00:48:11,550
Are you fucking kidding me? Shit.

521
00:48:14,970 --> 00:48:15,970
Hello?

522
00:48:16,630 --> 00:48:17,630
Hello?

523
00:48:18,530 --> 00:48:19,530
Hello?

524
00:48:20,230 --> 00:48:22,930
Hello? Is anyone here doing their job?

525
00:48:31,010 --> 00:48:38,010
Want some help with that?

526
00:48:39,180 --> 00:48:39,999
No trick.

527
00:48:40,000 --> 00:48:41,000
Got a knife.

528
00:48:52,140 --> 00:48:54,960
Sweetie? Little Bear, open up. It's
Mommy.

529
00:48:55,400 --> 00:48:56,400
Little Bear.

530
00:48:57,040 --> 00:48:58,040
Open up.

531
00:49:12,750 --> 00:49:13,750
The fuck's your problem? What?

532
00:49:14,070 --> 00:49:16,130
Whoa. What, you infested me or
something?

533
00:49:16,390 --> 00:49:17,950
What are you talking about? Don't
flatter yourself.

534
00:49:18,210 --> 00:49:20,870
Why are you looking at me? What do you
want? I don't want you just sitting

535
00:49:20,870 --> 00:49:23,630
outside and by yourself. Some creep
might walk past us. What creep?

536
00:49:24,310 --> 00:49:26,930
How the fuck do I know a lady? There's
creeps all over this place. Don't call

537
00:49:26,930 --> 00:49:28,450
lady. My bad, miss.

538
00:49:29,130 --> 00:49:30,930
Don't call me miss. Don't. Just don't.

539
00:49:31,190 --> 00:49:32,190
Male.

540
00:49:32,870 --> 00:49:34,070
Proud. Yeah.

541
00:49:34,650 --> 00:49:35,950
Slag. Oh, my God.

542
00:49:36,190 --> 00:49:37,190
Your thottiness.

543
00:49:38,830 --> 00:49:39,830
Housewife.

544
00:49:41,070 --> 00:49:43,750
At this point, I don't even know what to
refer to you as. I'm going to just call

545
00:49:43,750 --> 00:49:44,750
you female.

546
00:49:45,410 --> 00:49:46,430
Yo, crazy pants.

547
00:49:47,510 --> 00:49:51,910
I was going to partake in surfing the
web for some things that I'm into, if

548
00:49:51,910 --> 00:49:56,830
catch my drift. And just putting it out
there, you're more than welcome to join.

549
00:49:57,450 --> 00:49:59,510
No pressure. Just saying.

550
00:50:03,470 --> 00:50:04,490
What kind of stuff?

551
00:50:07,410 --> 00:50:08,410
Like.

552
00:50:10,960 --> 00:50:12,580
Where you can buy people and stuff?

553
00:50:13,140 --> 00:50:13,939
I don't know.

554
00:50:13,940 --> 00:50:17,720
Never bought a person, so... But you
could? Or sell one?

555
00:50:18,540 --> 00:50:23,080
I mean, I guess so, but I don't come on
the dark web searching for that kind of

556
00:50:23,080 --> 00:50:27,940
shit, so... Aren't there places on there
where people, like, show each other

557
00:50:27,940 --> 00:50:30,300
videos of murders and people that are
holding caps?

558
00:50:30,640 --> 00:50:31,840
Can we change the subject?

559
00:50:32,100 --> 00:50:36,600
Let's buy drugs. Let's get some shit,
right? Come on. What do you want? What

560
00:50:36,600 --> 00:50:37,600
you into?

561
00:50:38,400 --> 00:50:40,280
I don't know. Do they have, like...

562
00:50:41,270 --> 00:50:42,350
Cocaine or something?

563
00:50:43,370 --> 00:50:45,210
When was the last time you tried
cocaine?

564
00:50:46,550 --> 00:50:49,550
What do you mean? It's a very popular
drug. I like it.

565
00:50:50,630 --> 00:50:54,510
All right, well, I'm getting Molly, so
we'll get both.

566
00:50:55,610 --> 00:50:59,930
The thing is, I don't get paid till next
week, so I need you to cover me.

567
00:51:00,150 --> 00:51:05,350
Oh, oh, no, no, no. I see what this is
about. Where are you going?

568
00:51:05,570 --> 00:51:06,570
I'm going back to my room.

569
00:51:06,840 --> 00:51:10,480
For what? You don't even have a key.
Besides, your daughter's passed out.

570
00:51:10,480 --> 00:51:12,640
desk lady's definitely in a coma by now.

571
00:51:12,980 --> 00:51:13,839
Calm down.

572
00:51:13,840 --> 00:51:14,840
Come sit down. Let's order.

573
00:51:15,480 --> 00:51:17,560
Jeez. I could put it on my credit card,
I guess.

574
00:51:18,320 --> 00:51:19,320
What? No.

575
00:51:19,440 --> 00:51:23,480
The 400. I could put it on my credit
card. No, no. See, man, it can't be

576
00:51:23,480 --> 00:51:25,240
back to you. It has to be anonymous.

577
00:51:25,620 --> 00:51:30,060
Oh. Then how do you pay for the stuff?

578
00:51:30,680 --> 00:51:31,598
All right.

579
00:51:31,600 --> 00:51:35,100
What we could do is we could go to a
pharmacy or something real quick and put

580
00:51:35,100 --> 00:51:39,680
on, like, one of those gift cards. Or
maybe you got Bitcoin or crypto or some

581
00:51:39,680 --> 00:51:43,440
shit like that. No, I don't have any of
that stuff. And I can't get in a car and

582
00:51:43,440 --> 00:51:45,280
leave my daughter alone in the middle of
the night.

583
00:51:45,580 --> 00:51:49,700
You leave your daughter alone all the
time. No, I don't. That's just if I go

584
00:51:49,700 --> 00:51:50,419
the field.

585
00:51:50,420 --> 00:51:54,700
Ha! I literally seen you leave your
daughter alone myself with my own two

586
00:51:54,880 --> 00:51:55,880
What are you?

587
00:51:55,980 --> 00:51:57,400
Are you stalking me or something?

588
00:51:58,100 --> 00:51:58,959
Concerned citizen.

589
00:51:58,960 --> 00:52:00,560
I mean, takes a village, right?

590
00:52:51,120 --> 00:52:54,280
I'm not sure how we can talk about
anything helpful if you won't even look

591
00:52:54,280 --> 00:52:55,280
the eye.

592
00:52:55,580 --> 00:52:57,720
You asked me for this extra session.

593
00:52:58,220 --> 00:52:59,220
No, I can't.

594
00:53:00,140 --> 00:53:01,940
He must be so mad at me.

595
00:53:02,440 --> 00:53:05,640
Mad at... Oh, because you called me? No,
no, no. I'm not mad at you.

596
00:53:06,340 --> 00:53:07,340
Let's move on.

597
00:53:07,360 --> 00:53:08,360
Please.

598
00:53:11,140 --> 00:53:12,260
You have a daughter.

599
00:53:15,160 --> 00:53:16,660
Why didn't you ever tell me?

600
00:53:17,680 --> 00:53:18,840
Well, this isn't about me.

601
00:53:19,370 --> 00:53:20,650
But now I know that you know.

602
00:53:22,250 --> 00:53:23,109
You know.

603
00:53:23,110 --> 00:53:25,290
I don't know.

604
00:53:25,570 --> 00:53:26,870
You need to tell me.

605
00:53:27,290 --> 00:53:28,390
It's not your fault.

606
00:53:30,050 --> 00:53:31,190
But it is mine.

607
00:53:32,310 --> 00:53:39,310
Okay. You know, Caroline, I think that
it may be time that we consult with

608
00:53:39,310 --> 00:53:43,430
someone about some medication for you.

609
00:53:44,490 --> 00:53:46,470
I can't take medication. I'm
breastfeeding.

610
00:53:47,880 --> 00:53:49,480
You want me to kill my baby?

611
00:53:50,160 --> 00:53:54,960
Of course not. I just think if a doctor
thinks it could be beneficial, then

612
00:53:54,960 --> 00:54:00,700
maybe we need to prioritize your health
over

613
00:54:00,700 --> 00:54:03,800
breastfeeding. Just right now.

614
00:54:04,680 --> 00:54:08,460
You know, you need to take care of
yourself so you can take care of Riley.

615
00:54:09,880 --> 00:54:11,260
I have to go to the bathroom.

616
00:54:15,600 --> 00:54:21,300
Well, we only have... 15 minutes left i
have to go now

617
00:54:21,300 --> 00:54:24,900
okay well would you can you wait till
after the session no

618
00:57:03,180 --> 00:57:07,360
Obsession. So, my patient, she has this
baby, and she said she was going to the

619
00:57:07,360 --> 00:57:12,020
bathroom, and then she left the baby
with me, and she's gone. I'm with a

620
00:57:12,020 --> 00:57:16,100
patient. Please, I need your help. I
really need your help. I'm with a

621
00:57:16,340 --> 00:57:20,360
Also, I'm not your supervisor. This was
a professional issue. This is not a

622
00:57:20,360 --> 00:57:21,299
treatment issue.

623
00:57:21,300 --> 00:57:22,460
Jokey, this is an emergency.

624
00:57:22,720 --> 00:57:26,240
Whatever's happening in here is not as
important as what I'm going through

625
00:57:26,340 --> 00:57:29,620
I need your help. Goodbye. This is an
emergency.

626
00:57:29,880 --> 00:57:30,880
You can go back.

627
00:57:46,740 --> 00:57:51,440
Hello? Hello, hello, hello. Yes, hello.
I am your wife's psychotherapist, and

628
00:57:51,440 --> 00:57:53,940
she left today in the middle of her
appointment, and I...

629
00:58:03,630 --> 00:58:07,270
middle of her appointment today and um
you gotta stop you gotta stop i have no

630
00:58:07,270 --> 00:58:11,770
idea what you're even talking about who
is this uh is your wife named caroline

631
00:58:11,770 --> 00:58:17,970
prim and you are um your baby's name is
riley and you're your next friend okay

632
00:58:17,970 --> 00:58:21,310
yes right well my wife doesn't have a
therapist okay well she has been my

633
00:58:21,310 --> 00:58:25,290
patient at the center for psychological
arts in montauk since she was about six

634
00:58:25,290 --> 00:58:31,110
months pregnant with riley and um today
well this is news to me well

635
00:58:31,110 --> 00:58:32,470
whether

636
00:58:33,770 --> 00:58:36,130
You knew that she was my patient or not.
What I'm trying to say to you is that

637
00:58:36,130 --> 00:58:39,990
this is an emergency, and I really...
She left your baby here with me, and I

638
00:58:39,990 --> 00:58:42,550
need you to come and pick him up. What
do you mean?

639
00:58:43,030 --> 00:58:44,030
What do you mean?

640
00:58:44,250 --> 00:58:47,010
What do you mean what I mean? She's not
answering her phone.

641
00:58:47,970 --> 00:58:52,290
She's probably in the bathroom by a
fucking vending machine. Okay. I suggest

642
00:58:52,290 --> 00:58:55,390
that you call her. Maybe she would pick
up if it was you. I'm going to text you

643
00:58:55,390 --> 00:58:57,250
my address to come and get the baby.

644
00:58:57,490 --> 00:59:00,690
Jesus Christ. I'm sure she's okay. I'm
sure she's okay. I cannot...

645
00:59:02,190 --> 00:59:05,490
I'm sure she's okay. You know, this is
so fucking typical of her.

646
00:59:06,130 --> 00:59:08,790
Okay, well, she probably just needed
some space.

647
00:59:09,570 --> 00:59:11,130
I'm going to text you my address.

648
00:59:12,550 --> 00:59:15,430
So you can come and get her. Listen to
me. Listen to me.

649
00:59:15,770 --> 00:59:16,850
I'm at work right now.

650
00:59:17,150 --> 00:59:20,950
I am at work right now. That's why she's
supposed to be taking care of the

651
00:59:20,950 --> 00:59:22,510
fucking baby, so I can work.

652
00:59:23,330 --> 00:59:27,310
Okay? Here's what I'm going to do. I'm
going to text you my address. I'm going

653
00:59:27,310 --> 00:59:29,850
to dance it. You can drop the baby off
anywhere. I'm sorry.

654
00:59:30,230 --> 00:59:31,430
Well, I can't.

655
00:59:32,750 --> 00:59:35,850
I am very concerned about your wife.
This is an emergency.

656
00:59:36,270 --> 00:59:37,990
You know, you've used that term twice
now.

657
00:59:38,310 --> 00:59:39,810
This isn't my emergency.

658
00:59:40,090 --> 00:59:43,150
I'm not the one who lost my fucking
wife. I need you to come down here and

659
00:59:43,150 --> 00:59:44,150
your baby immediately.

660
00:59:44,230 --> 00:59:46,810
And if you're not here within a half an
hour, I'm going to call the police. I

661
00:59:46,810 --> 00:59:48,270
will text you the address. Thank you
very much.

662
00:59:55,410 --> 00:59:56,410
Yes?

663
01:00:27,880 --> 01:00:28,880
May I come in?

664
01:00:37,320 --> 01:00:38,680
I'm expecting a patient.

665
01:00:38,880 --> 01:00:40,160
I just buzzed in.

666
01:00:49,020 --> 01:00:54,140
Would you mind waiting in my office down
the hall just a few moments?

667
01:00:55,780 --> 01:00:56,780
Your office?

668
01:00:57,360 --> 01:00:58,360
Who are you, the boss?

669
01:00:59,040 --> 01:01:00,760
No, just another therapist.

670
01:01:01,120 --> 01:01:04,460
I have an office. It's down the hall.
Door is open. You'll see it.

671
01:01:06,880 --> 01:01:09,860
This is my time. She's mine right now.
You can't make me wait.

672
01:01:10,380 --> 01:01:12,400
Okay, this is an emergency situation.

673
01:01:12,980 --> 01:01:16,280
You can either wait in my office or you
need to leave the building entirely.

674
01:01:20,500 --> 01:01:21,500
Is that a baby?

675
01:01:22,410 --> 01:01:26,070
Is that your baby? You have a baby? I
mean, do you guys have a baby together?

676
01:01:26,450 --> 01:01:30,890
Okay, this situation does not concern
you, okay? Make a choice.

677
01:01:37,170 --> 01:01:41,150
Okay, I'll be in your office, but I
won't wait that long.

678
01:02:03,050 --> 01:02:06,890
I mean, can you believe that I got
talked into getting this fucking hamster

679
01:02:06,890 --> 01:02:07,910
after all of that?

680
01:02:08,510 --> 01:02:14,030
My God, I... She's right. I really am so
stretchable. It's disgusting.

681
01:02:14,450 --> 01:02:19,790
You know, when I was in medical school,
I had to do a stint in a medical

682
01:02:19,790 --> 01:02:26,470
experiments lab, and we were testing the
efficacy of a drug on rats.

683
01:02:27,610 --> 01:02:30,530
Oh, I... So cool. And it worked.

684
01:02:31,320 --> 01:02:37,000
is we'd take the rats and we'd drop them
in this guillotine thingy,

685
01:02:37,000 --> 01:02:43,000
chop their heads off individually, peel
the skin back,

686
01:02:43,240 --> 01:02:45,960
and then look at their brains under a
microscope.

687
01:02:47,560 --> 01:02:54,240
I'm just so curious about the process of
that. The rats,

688
01:02:54,260 --> 01:03:00,360
the steel chainmail gloves, German,
they're beautiful.

689
01:03:01,800 --> 01:03:04,460
So you'd put on the glove and you'd put
your hand in the cage.

690
01:03:05,800 --> 01:03:11,560
The rats would just attach themselves to
the glove, like clinging for dear life,

691
01:03:11,740 --> 01:03:12,740
you know?

692
01:03:13,900 --> 01:03:18,280
And then when you got to the guillotine
box, you had to shake them off.

693
01:03:20,020 --> 01:03:21,020
Really shake them.

694
01:03:21,760 --> 01:03:26,440
I was always worried that the rat would
get hurt when it hit its head on the

695
01:03:26,440 --> 01:03:27,440
guillotine, you know?

696
01:03:30,350 --> 01:03:34,510
But their brains were always fine when
we looked down at the microscope.

697
01:03:35,010 --> 01:03:36,010
Oh.

698
01:03:39,830 --> 01:03:43,730
Rodents are resilient creatures.

699
01:03:50,890 --> 01:03:52,790
Mm -hmm. Yeah.

700
01:03:58,700 --> 01:04:00,380
I'll tell Steven your session's
canceled.

701
01:04:02,760 --> 01:04:04,180
You have to take care of this.

702
01:04:07,660 --> 01:04:09,500
I love you.

703
01:04:17,480 --> 01:04:20,040
Just tell me, was she suicidal,
homicidal?

704
01:04:20,700 --> 01:04:25,260
Nope. Mm -mm, no. No, she was obsessed
with protecting the baby.

705
01:04:25,880 --> 01:04:26,920
And, uh...

706
01:04:27,230 --> 01:04:28,810
Yeah, she wouldn't hurt the baby.

707
01:04:29,230 --> 01:04:31,710
And she didn't talk about suicide. She
wouldn't abandon Riley.

708
01:04:32,070 --> 01:04:33,350
She just did abandon him.

709
01:04:34,350 --> 01:04:39,450
Right. Well, you know, I mean, you know,
permanently, forever.

710
01:04:42,130 --> 01:04:45,590
Is that it? I have another patient
waiting who really needs my help.

711
01:04:46,870 --> 01:04:47,870
It's fine.

712
01:04:48,130 --> 01:04:49,250
It's more common, you think?

713
01:04:50,050 --> 01:04:53,090
A woman tries to run away from all the
responsibilities, everybody gets all

714
01:04:53,090 --> 01:04:55,990
upset, and they come back with their
tail in their legs.

715
01:05:09,260 --> 01:05:13,960
Hi, it's me again, your tenant from 22
Algonquin, Unit 1, you know, the one

716
01:05:13,960 --> 01:05:15,760
the giant fucking hole in the ceiling.

717
01:05:16,580 --> 01:05:20,260
Your repairs guy ran off and it's
getting worse and I want to know why

718
01:05:20,260 --> 01:05:23,240
doing nothing and why you're happy for
my daughter and I to be staying a flop

719
01:05:23,240 --> 01:05:27,800
house full of freaks while I continue to
pay your rent. And I have a very, very,

720
01:05:27,880 --> 01:05:31,500
very important patient that is a
prominent lawyer and I am not afraid

721
01:05:40,920 --> 01:05:44,040
Visa gift cards. What denominations do
you have?

722
01:05:45,320 --> 01:05:48,980
Do you have a minute to talk before the
children come out? Sure. Okay, come.

723
01:05:52,980 --> 01:05:56,560
So, I've noticed that you still haven't
made the appointment for family therapy

724
01:05:56,560 --> 01:06:00,980
like we discussed the other morning.
It's not assistant so crazy at work.

725
01:06:01,040 --> 01:06:03,860
So, I can't stress to you enough how
important this is.

726
01:06:05,000 --> 01:06:06,620
I'm on your side here.

727
01:06:06,940 --> 01:06:08,510
Yes. Yes, yes, I understand.

728
01:06:08,730 --> 01:06:10,170
We need her off the machine.

729
01:06:11,090 --> 01:06:12,090
Yes, so do I.

730
01:06:12,350 --> 01:06:13,450
Okay, I'm going to be frank.

731
01:06:13,710 --> 01:06:16,750
We need her off of it as soon as
possible for her to remain here.

732
01:06:17,070 --> 01:06:19,130
And to do that, she needs to gain
faster.

733
01:06:19,530 --> 01:06:23,090
Okay, well, but we have until next week,
right? The 50 -pound goal.

734
01:06:23,470 --> 01:06:27,050
No. The way things are going, she's not
going to make that goal.

735
01:06:28,510 --> 01:06:29,510
What do you think?

736
01:06:30,230 --> 01:06:33,410
We do weigh -ins every morning. She's
not going to make the goal. Because the

737
01:06:33,410 --> 01:06:34,410
goal you set was impossible.

738
01:06:34,430 --> 01:06:35,710
We were set up to fail.

739
01:06:35,990 --> 01:06:36,990
It's unrealistic.

740
01:06:38,570 --> 01:06:40,710
We're going to have to reassess the
level of care.

741
01:06:42,870 --> 01:06:43,870
What does that mean?

742
01:06:44,130 --> 01:06:45,690
Well, we can discuss it in our meeting.

743
01:06:46,810 --> 01:06:52,290
You know what I would love and think
would be so good is if we could get a

744
01:06:52,290 --> 01:06:54,290
on the calendar for the surgery.

745
01:06:55,070 --> 01:06:59,110
A concrete goal that we can all work
towards. It's not a surgery.

746
01:07:00,130 --> 01:07:03,650
The tube removal? Well, a procedure?
Whatever you call it.

747
01:07:03,950 --> 01:07:05,210
It's not a procedure either.

748
01:07:06,490 --> 01:07:09,030
When it's time to remove it, the doctor
just pulls it out.

749
01:07:12,910 --> 01:07:13,910
Pull it out?

750
01:07:14,790 --> 01:07:15,890
Yeah, it just slides out.

751
01:07:17,030 --> 01:07:19,570
They can just really just pull it out?

752
01:07:19,810 --> 01:07:20,910
Yeah, it's that simple.

753
01:07:21,470 --> 01:07:24,590
But what happens to the hole?

754
01:07:24,810 --> 01:07:27,170
It closes up on its own.

755
01:07:27,570 --> 01:07:28,570
Oh.

756
01:07:29,330 --> 01:07:31,950
It's kind of like when you get a cut on
your tongue.

757
01:07:33,290 --> 01:07:34,590
It wants to close up.

758
01:07:37,470 --> 01:07:38,470
Oh.

759
01:07:48,110 --> 01:07:49,110
Oh, hi.

760
01:07:49,310 --> 01:07:50,330
Is James here?

761
01:07:52,610 --> 01:07:53,610
Who are you?

762
01:07:56,210 --> 01:07:57,430
I'm his neighbor.

763
01:07:57,870 --> 01:07:59,550
I'm there, in that room there.

764
01:08:01,330 --> 01:08:02,330
He's not here.

765
01:08:02,700 --> 01:08:04,480
Oh, do you know when he'll be back?

766
01:08:04,700 --> 01:08:05,940
I just have something to give him.

767
01:08:07,000 --> 01:08:10,000
Give it to me. I'll see who gets it. No,
no. I have to give it to him myself.

768
01:08:10,200 --> 01:08:13,300
It's a value.

769
01:08:15,420 --> 01:08:16,420
A value.

770
01:08:18,040 --> 01:08:19,040
Yeah.

771
01:08:19,279 --> 01:08:20,279
A value.

772
01:08:35,240 --> 01:08:36,240
in with yourself.

773
01:08:41,340 --> 01:08:43,720
Right now, your only job is to breathe.

774
01:08:46,779 --> 01:08:48,600
We're in the work phase of this breath.

775
01:08:50,240 --> 01:08:55,420
The more you relax your body right now,
the easier it gets for you.

776
01:08:58,359 --> 01:09:03,540
Recognize we're accessing the body's
wisdom, so let your mind go.

777
01:09:07,050 --> 01:09:10,370
Mind your attention within the movement
of your breath.

778
01:09:11,130 --> 01:09:14,149
Start noticing any sensation in your
body.

779
01:09:15,490 --> 01:09:19,510
And see what catches your interest or
your curiosity.

780
01:09:20,569 --> 01:09:25,529
And hold this place in a way you want to
be held. You probably notice any

781
01:09:25,529 --> 01:09:28,990
movement. The intensity builds up in
your body.

782
01:09:29,590 --> 01:09:30,770
And that's okay.

783
01:09:31,590 --> 01:09:33,910
Rather than find what's going on.

784
01:11:38,730 --> 01:11:44,750
I'll be quick because I have to get
back, but I just had to show someone

785
01:11:44,750 --> 01:11:45,750
going on in here.

786
01:11:46,110 --> 01:11:47,110
Okay.

787
01:11:48,410 --> 01:11:51,450
There's a room filled with plastic art
everywhere.

788
01:11:52,210 --> 01:11:54,930
Nice. So, is this your kid room?

789
01:11:55,330 --> 01:11:58,390
I told you. The fucking ceiling fell
down.

790
01:11:59,670 --> 01:12:00,810
What the fuck is that?

791
01:12:01,930 --> 01:12:04,790
That's it. That's the hole. That's why
I'm at the hotel. That's why you're

792
01:12:04,790 --> 01:12:05,790
staying at the fucking hotel?

793
01:12:06,440 --> 01:12:09,920
Oh, my God. Come on. You could have
slept on your couch for a couple of

794
01:12:10,600 --> 01:12:14,300
What? Look at it. It's been two months,
and they refuse to fix it.

795
01:12:14,740 --> 01:12:18,140
There's dust and mold everywhere.

796
01:12:18,920 --> 01:12:19,920
Hmm.

797
01:12:31,240 --> 01:12:33,520
So, what's up there?

798
01:12:36,800 --> 01:12:37,800
forever.

799
01:12:38,760 --> 01:12:40,140
They said a pipe burst.

800
01:12:40,420 --> 01:12:42,620
Oh, shit. It's right there. There you
go.

801
01:12:44,860 --> 01:12:49,640
I did the, you know, the thing, the
breath thing. What?

802
01:12:49,940 --> 01:12:51,480
I think it took me here.

803
01:12:51,680 --> 01:12:53,180
I think. Maybe. Maybe.

804
01:12:53,700 --> 01:12:57,020
That's why I wanted to come and see it.
Man, you need guidance with that shit.

805
01:12:57,100 --> 01:12:58,280
You can't just be doing it.

806
01:12:59,080 --> 01:13:02,340
What? What are you doing? Man, they lied
to you, sis.

807
01:13:02,720 --> 01:13:04,940
It ain't even no pipe for me. Shh.

808
01:13:05,300 --> 01:13:06,460
Look. Come see.

809
01:13:07,420 --> 01:13:09,680
It's a clean break, I'm telling you. Oh,
my God.

810
01:13:10,860 --> 01:13:11,860
Oh, my God.

811
01:13:12,020 --> 01:13:13,020
What the fuck?

812
01:13:13,080 --> 01:13:15,680
Man, my cousin Craig is a general
contractor.

813
01:13:16,180 --> 01:13:19,780
You know somebody that knows somebody
that can fix this shit. God, Jiffy, yo.

814
01:13:20,300 --> 01:13:24,000
You look like you got some, uh, like,
debris on your furniture. You know how

815
01:13:24,000 --> 01:13:25,000
debris will post in?

816
01:13:25,320 --> 01:13:29,340
It's gonna post you. I said no!

817
01:14:26,920 --> 01:14:27,920
James?

818
01:15:15,210 --> 01:15:20,850
The topic today is something that's so
fundamental that it's actually a little

819
01:15:20,850 --> 01:15:21,850
silly to talk about.

820
01:15:22,110 --> 01:15:29,030
But it is so important to your child's
recovery. And more than that, to your

821
01:15:29,030 --> 01:15:32,030
ability to help your child recover.

822
01:15:32,410 --> 01:15:34,530
Can anybody guess what it is?

823
01:15:37,390 --> 01:15:38,390
Blame.

824
01:15:39,470 --> 01:15:40,930
And anybody?

825
01:15:41,350 --> 01:15:42,830
Shame. Thank you.

826
01:15:45,350 --> 01:15:50,590
So as parents, a lot of times we look
too closely at ourselves, right?

827
01:15:51,070 --> 01:15:55,410
And we start to ask ourselves, is this
my fault? Could I have done anything

828
01:15:55,410 --> 01:15:57,590
differently? What if this?

829
01:15:57,810 --> 01:16:02,770
What if that? But all that does is
create a thinking trap.

830
01:16:04,250 --> 01:16:07,450
And that does not help your child.

831
01:16:08,530 --> 01:16:13,570
So what I'd like to do, if we look at
Melanie.

832
01:16:14,890 --> 01:16:16,630
Do you want to put some words to your
feelings?

833
01:16:18,250 --> 01:16:19,250
Yeah.

834
01:16:20,450 --> 01:16:25,190
I... Sometimes I just think that it is
all my fault.

835
01:16:28,710 --> 01:16:32,050
Do you have something to say to Melanie?

836
01:16:34,850 --> 01:16:36,330
No. Whoa, no.

837
01:16:37,130 --> 01:16:38,310
Never mind. Don't mind me.

838
01:16:39,770 --> 01:16:41,450
No, no, no. I want to hear what you have
to say.

839
01:16:47,650 --> 01:16:50,970
You keep telling us that it isn't our
fault. Yeah.

840
01:16:51,450 --> 01:16:52,850
But it is.

841
01:16:55,070 --> 01:16:55,909
Excuse me?

842
01:16:55,910 --> 01:16:59,250
I mean, if it isn't our fault, then
we're really super fucked. We're just

843
01:16:59,250 --> 01:17:02,130
walking around pretending we have power
to change something that we don't even

844
01:17:02,130 --> 01:17:05,730
understand because it's not our fault,
but we know how to change it even though

845
01:17:05,730 --> 01:17:09,650
it's not our fault. This is actually
good. This is actually good because now

846
01:17:09,650 --> 01:17:10,990
have a lot. No, no, no, no. I know.

847
01:17:11,550 --> 01:17:12,550
I have to go.

848
01:17:13,300 --> 01:17:16,280
No, no, no. It's our fault. It isn't
fair, but it is our fault. I mean,

849
01:17:16,280 --> 01:17:19,440
how I see it. That's it. That's what
this whole thing is, is our fault.

850
01:17:19,680 --> 01:17:23,800
Stop and sit down. No, no, no. I don't
want to talk about it. I already know

851
01:17:23,840 --> 01:17:26,740
and I don't have to meet you because I
know what you're going to say, which is

852
01:17:26,740 --> 01:17:30,320
that she failed and that I failed
because you set us up to fail.

853
01:17:30,780 --> 01:17:33,440
No one tries hard if they have a safety
net.

854
01:17:33,700 --> 01:17:36,940
Nobody. Okay, and you should know that,
Dr. Spring. I'm going to be here for the

855
01:17:36,940 --> 01:17:41,180
rest of my life pouring shit down that
tube every night until I die. Do not

856
01:17:41,180 --> 01:17:44,760
leave that door. And none of this is
helping any of us. None of it.

857
01:17:44,980 --> 01:17:45,980
Come back.

858
01:17:48,320 --> 01:17:52,300
Hey. Hey, well, why are you calling?
Isn't a parent group going on right now?

859
01:17:52,300 --> 01:17:55,440
couldn't sit there. I'm in the car. I'll
pick her up later, but I can't stay

860
01:17:55,440 --> 01:17:58,400
there. What do you mean you couldn't sit
there? I can't do it. I can't do it.

861
01:17:58,520 --> 01:18:02,120
She's got to get better, but she's not
going to make the goal, and I don't know

862
01:18:02,120 --> 01:18:05,580
what's going to happen now. Listen, you
need to get back in there. The hole is

863
01:18:05,580 --> 01:18:07,640
getting bigger. What hole? The two
-hole?

864
01:18:08,020 --> 01:18:09,820
No, no, the apartment hole.

865
01:18:10,240 --> 01:18:11,240
The goddamn hole.

866
01:18:11,640 --> 01:18:15,140
Why can't you just keep tabs on those
guys? Because, you know, the guy's gone

867
01:18:15,140 --> 01:18:17,140
for a week. There's no one working on
it.

868
01:18:17,400 --> 01:18:18,460
What? A week?

869
01:18:18,700 --> 01:18:21,440
When were you going to mention it? I'm
telling you now. It's very complicated

870
01:18:21,440 --> 01:18:25,380
explain over the phone. No, no, no, no,
no, no, no, no. Just, just, just send me

871
01:18:25,380 --> 01:18:29,220
pictures. No, no, no, no, no, no. No
more pictures. I'm not going back. I'm

872
01:18:29,220 --> 01:18:32,020
never going back there. I talked to Rob.
What are you talking about?

873
01:18:32,260 --> 01:18:35,660
And he's so full of shit. He's not doing
anything. And by the way, I think he

874
01:18:35,660 --> 01:18:37,180
has a deal with the motel.

875
01:18:37,600 --> 01:18:38,600
Because... What?

876
01:18:46,960 --> 01:18:47,960
That's right.

877
01:18:48,440 --> 01:18:52,260
Why? How do you expect anything to get
back to normal then?

878
01:18:53,600 --> 01:18:54,600
It won't.

879
01:18:55,620 --> 01:18:58,100
What are you talking about? It won't!

880
01:19:01,180 --> 01:19:05,300
All right. Are you in your right mind
now? Are you done?

881
01:19:05,660 --> 01:19:07,000
Also, there's a woman missing.

882
01:19:08,340 --> 01:19:11,720
What? Who? What are you talking about?
Who's missing? Be patient. She's

883
01:19:11,760 --> 01:19:14,520
She left and she's not picking up her
phone. Okay, okay.

884
01:19:16,080 --> 01:19:19,780
Let's take a deep breath. Start from the
beginning. No, no, no, no, no. I can't

885
01:19:19,780 --> 01:19:23,380
talk to you about this. Why aren't you
going back into the group? I'll just

886
01:19:23,380 --> 01:19:24,380
to my therapist later.

887
01:19:24,960 --> 01:19:26,580
Hey, hey, slow down, slow down.

888
01:19:26,860 --> 01:19:27,860
Everything's fine.

889
01:19:27,940 --> 01:19:28,839
Everything's fine.

890
01:19:28,840 --> 01:19:30,260
I just looked in the bank accounts.

891
01:19:30,500 --> 01:19:31,820
How often... Every day.

892
01:19:32,280 --> 01:19:33,800
Every day. Every day?

893
01:19:34,480 --> 01:19:36,200
Come on. Hold on, hold on, hold on.

894
01:19:36,560 --> 01:19:38,740
No sitting idle in vehicles.

895
01:19:39,080 --> 01:19:43,940
Please move the car for yourself. I have
a right to sit in my car without you

896
01:19:43,940 --> 01:19:45,760
harassing me. What? Yeah.

897
01:19:46,080 --> 01:19:49,300
Are you talking to somebody? Yeah,
there's this creepy asshole who's

898
01:19:49,300 --> 01:19:53,320
me every fucking day. He harasses me.
He's obsessed with me. He's back at my

899
01:19:53,320 --> 01:19:54,960
window wanting something.

900
01:19:55,260 --> 01:19:58,640
Are you going to leave the parking lot
or get out of your car? Oh, my God. Are

901
01:19:58,640 --> 01:19:59,478
you serious?

902
01:19:59,480 --> 01:20:03,540
I will call the police. Yeah, yeah,
yeah. Call the police. Call the police.

903
01:20:03,540 --> 01:20:05,660
Yeah, I'm going to call the police on
you. I never want to see you here again.

904
01:20:05,820 --> 01:20:07,700
Oh, my God. You're harassing me.

905
01:20:36,840 --> 01:20:39,660
And anything in particular keeping you
silent right now?

906
01:20:42,680 --> 01:20:45,160
The fact that I want to be silent is
keeping me silent.

907
01:20:46,640 --> 01:20:48,100
I think. This isn't about you.

908
01:20:51,300 --> 01:20:57,300
What I mean is I think. I mean, I pay
for your time, right? So I can

909
01:20:57,300 --> 01:21:02,600
do anything I want with that time. And
right now,

910
01:21:02,600 --> 01:21:05,540
I just.

911
01:21:05,820 --> 01:21:08,680
Want to lay here without you talking.

912
01:21:08,900 --> 01:21:11,220
Well, you did not have to come here for
that.

913
01:21:12,260 --> 01:21:13,740
Go lie on your own couch.

914
01:21:16,060 --> 01:21:18,700
Do you wish I lied on my own couch
instead of coming here?

915
01:21:19,600 --> 01:21:23,260
All I'm saying is you chose not to be
alone.

916
01:21:25,420 --> 01:21:26,420
I'm alone.

917
01:21:27,340 --> 01:21:28,920
No, you're not alone.

918
01:21:29,920 --> 01:21:30,920
I'm here.

919
01:21:31,420 --> 01:21:33,180
No, you aren't. Not really.

920
01:21:33,840 --> 01:21:34,860
What we can do.

921
01:21:35,080 --> 01:21:36,080
Can we just not?

922
01:21:37,060 --> 01:21:38,060
Seriously.

923
01:21:43,420 --> 01:21:44,420
Okay.

924
01:21:44,940 --> 01:21:48,540
You know what? Did I ever tell you that
I was pregnant before?

925
01:21:50,260 --> 01:21:51,680
Like I've been pregnant twice.

926
01:21:57,380 --> 01:21:58,980
I never tell anyone this.

927
01:22:02,320 --> 01:22:05,000
It was when Charles and I were first
dating, and I

928
01:22:05,000 --> 01:22:11,620
got an abortion right away.

929
01:22:11,700 --> 01:22:17,200
Like, I took a pregnancy test and then
just went to a random clinic the next

930
01:22:17,200 --> 01:22:18,200
day.

931
01:22:20,180 --> 01:22:26,960
I got the surgical kind with the vacuum
thing, and it

932
01:22:26,960 --> 01:22:30,040
hurt really badly.

933
01:22:33,550 --> 01:22:34,730
The nurse held my hand.

934
01:22:38,630 --> 01:22:44,970
And for some reason, I didn't realize
how badly it would hurt, but it really

935
01:22:44,970 --> 01:22:45,970
did.

936
01:22:49,990 --> 01:22:51,870
Yeah, it was almost 20 years ago.

937
01:22:53,450 --> 01:22:56,550
I'd have a kid in college by now if I
hadn't done that.

938
01:23:36,490 --> 01:23:38,990
You love to tell me I don't get it.

939
01:23:39,250 --> 01:23:41,250
What is it you think I don't get?

940
01:23:41,630 --> 01:23:46,170
What is it you're so sure I can't help
you with?

941
01:23:47,170 --> 01:23:49,870
I'm one of those people that's not
supposed to be a mom.

942
01:23:53,510 --> 01:23:55,290
I'm not a mom. I'm not.

943
01:23:55,810 --> 01:23:59,390
This isn't supposed to be what it's
like. This isn't it. This can't be it.

944
01:24:08,940 --> 01:24:15,460
one can do it I can't do you have any
kids

945
01:24:43,180 --> 01:24:44,180
What am I doing?

946
01:24:48,360 --> 01:24:52,380
This isn't working What do you mean?

947
01:24:54,860 --> 01:24:56,940
We can't see each other anymore

948
01:25:32,780 --> 01:25:33,780
I got here early.

949
01:25:35,520 --> 01:25:36,660
You'll have to wait outside.

950
01:25:46,320 --> 01:25:47,320
Uh,

951
01:25:49,360 --> 01:25:52,780
look, I don't know why you aren't
answering your cell, but Dr. Spring

952
01:25:52,780 --> 01:25:57,300
and... It's Dr. Spring. You cannot bring
your daughter here for further

953
01:25:57,300 --> 01:26:00,120
treatment until we have... Ah!

954
01:26:00,780 --> 01:26:04,700
You are too much. You know, you are. I
don't know what kind of number.

955
01:26:11,620 --> 01:26:12,020
You

956
01:26:12,020 --> 01:26:19,220
mentioned

957
01:26:19,220 --> 01:26:24,000
an aphorism from the Bible about a
millstone. Would you say what that is?

958
01:26:25,220 --> 01:26:29,680
It's better to tie a stone around your
neck and throw yourself in it.

959
01:26:30,600 --> 01:26:33,400
See, then cause someone to stumble.

960
01:26:34,280 --> 01:26:38,920
All right, make sure I'm getting that.
Better to tie a millstone around your

961
01:26:38,920 --> 01:26:42,320
neck and throw yourself in the sea
rather than to do what?

962
01:26:43,220 --> 01:26:44,720
Cause someone to stumble.

963
01:26:44,960 --> 01:26:47,200
Stumble. To cause someone to stumble.

964
01:26:48,040 --> 01:26:51,000
Okay. What were you trying to
accomplish?

965
01:26:51,260 --> 01:26:53,680
Take your children's lives.

966
01:27:06,060 --> 01:27:07,760
all Gen Z group think?

967
01:27:09,060 --> 01:27:10,080
Nick, what are your thoughts?

968
01:27:15,540 --> 01:27:16,540
And?

969
01:27:18,260 --> 01:27:19,260
Hello?

970
01:27:19,760 --> 01:27:21,780
Yeah. Mm -hmm. Mm -hmm.

971
01:27:22,160 --> 01:27:25,380
Mm -hmm. That is totally unbelievable,
right?

972
01:27:26,720 --> 01:27:28,000
That's completely unbelievable.

973
01:27:28,920 --> 01:27:29,920
All of it.

974
01:27:30,420 --> 01:27:31,520
What, Doctor?

975
01:27:31,980 --> 01:27:37,880
I don't care what she said. I'm telling
you, I had a work emergency, and I

976
01:27:37,880 --> 01:27:40,920
couldn't stay. I had to leave. It isn't
my fault.

977
01:27:41,200 --> 01:27:44,700
You know, I came right back to pick you
up when I was supposed to, like I always

978
01:27:44,700 --> 01:27:51,240
do. I just couldn't stay for the group.
But, you know, I work with a lot of very

979
01:27:51,240 --> 01:27:57,260
sick people, honey, and sometimes they
are sick in a different way than you.

980
01:28:00,620 --> 01:28:02,740
I told you I don't care what she said.

981
01:28:03,400 --> 01:28:04,400
I'm your mother.

982
01:28:04,480 --> 01:28:05,540
She loves me, though.

983
01:28:05,880 --> 01:28:07,300
She said so.

984
01:28:09,440 --> 01:28:10,440
She said that?

985
01:28:10,720 --> 01:28:12,660
She loves all of us. The kids.

986
01:28:13,800 --> 01:28:17,500
There's no right to tell you that. She's
a doctor. She doesn't have a right...

987
01:28:17,500 --> 01:28:18,500
It's true, though.

988
01:28:18,660 --> 01:28:20,880
You know, I don't think we need the
program anymore.

989
01:28:21,200 --> 01:28:26,760
I'm better? Yeah, I think... Maybe,
yeah. Maybe we... We just do it. You and

990
01:28:27,940 --> 01:28:28,940
What would happen?

991
01:28:32,270 --> 01:28:37,890
So many wonderful things. You would...
You'd be able to get the tube out and

992
01:28:37,890 --> 01:28:41,130
could go back to school and you'd be
eating everything delicious in the whole

993
01:28:41,130 --> 01:28:42,670
world. I mean, wouldn't that be great?

994
01:28:43,910 --> 01:28:45,110
You can do that.

995
01:28:46,510 --> 01:28:47,510
Do what?

996
01:28:48,070 --> 01:28:50,410
Make me better. I won't need the
machine.

997
01:28:51,990 --> 01:28:56,090
Well... And better they said that. I
think maybe.

998
01:28:56,570 --> 01:29:00,270
You know, and... And if not, then we'll
just do it.

999
01:29:01,070 --> 01:29:02,070
You know?

1000
01:29:02,090 --> 01:29:05,030
You're better than you were, and duck
spring's not the boss of us.

1001
01:29:11,510 --> 01:29:12,510
Mommy?

1002
01:29:14,150 --> 01:29:15,150
Yeah.

1003
01:29:16,630 --> 01:29:18,670
I'm really sorry, but I'm not better.

1004
01:29:19,090 --> 01:29:21,370
Please don't be mad or sad that he said
that.

1005
01:29:49,230 --> 01:29:50,230
you in the lobby.

1006
01:29:53,530 --> 01:29:55,270
What? Who?

1007
01:29:56,970 --> 01:29:57,970
Won't say.

1008
01:29:58,150 --> 01:29:59,690
Come down or don't.

1009
01:30:08,030 --> 01:30:09,370
Thanks for checking on me.

1010
01:30:11,690 --> 01:30:16,330
Oh, you would not believe the day I had.
After you just left me.

1011
01:30:16,760 --> 01:30:20,380
All alone abandoning your spooky ass
apartment with my bones sticking out my

1012
01:30:20,380 --> 01:30:23,720
leg. I called you an ambulance. No big
deal. What else did you expect me to do?

1013
01:30:23,820 --> 01:30:25,960
I had to get back here to my kid.

1014
01:30:26,540 --> 01:30:28,440
Mother of the fucking year. I almost
forgot.

1015
01:30:29,700 --> 01:30:33,520
I don't know. And what exactly am I
supposed to do with shit brick of

1016
01:30:33,800 --> 01:30:35,980
Flush it. Okay. It must be nice.

1017
01:30:36,280 --> 01:30:37,400
Why did I give you any crutches?

1018
01:30:39,120 --> 01:30:40,120
Fuck them crutches.

1019
01:31:00,500 --> 01:31:01,500
You're here.

1020
01:31:02,020 --> 01:31:03,300
I hope that's okay.

1021
01:31:03,620 --> 01:31:08,320
I accidentally followed you this one
time, and you live here?

1022
01:31:08,700 --> 01:31:10,740
Are you okay?

1023
01:31:12,140 --> 01:31:13,140
I'm okay.

1024
01:31:13,440 --> 01:31:16,040
Okay. Where did you go?

1025
01:31:17,580 --> 01:31:19,500
I had to get out of there.

1026
01:31:20,640 --> 01:31:21,680
Okay, I understand.

1027
01:31:22,240 --> 01:31:26,320
Do you really understand?

1028
01:31:26,840 --> 01:31:28,340
I think so.

1029
01:31:30,330 --> 01:31:32,350
No, this is a mistake.

1030
01:31:33,070 --> 01:31:39,090
This is a mistake because I thought that
you understood and that I wouldn't even

1031
01:31:39,090 --> 01:31:41,830
have to say anything. Let's calm down. I
think what we should do is get in a car

1032
01:31:41,830 --> 01:31:43,750
right now and go straight to the
emergency room.

1033
01:31:44,030 --> 01:31:45,030
Hospital? Yes.

1034
01:31:45,330 --> 01:31:51,270
Why? Because it's a safe place to go if
you don't feel ready to go home. What

1035
01:31:51,270 --> 01:31:52,270
about your daughter?

1036
01:31:53,710 --> 01:31:55,530
My daughter? Where is your daughter?

1037
01:31:56,800 --> 01:31:58,560
She's up there. She's sleeping.

1038
01:31:58,780 --> 01:32:01,360
I don't want to go to a hospital. I
don't want to go to a hospital.

1039
01:32:01,620 --> 01:32:07,260
I want you to help me. I'm trying to
help you. No, because you don't

1040
01:32:07,420 --> 01:32:08,540
You don't see it.

1041
01:32:09,300 --> 01:32:14,420
They look at us and they're...

1042
01:32:14,950 --> 01:32:20,470
Nothing there. You need to calm down.
No, no. No, I am fine. Okay, I am fine.

1043
01:32:20,530 --> 01:32:23,450
But you don't know. Just breathe. In and
out, Caroline.

1044
01:32:23,690 --> 01:32:25,230
Take a breath. Just breathe.

1045
01:35:40,460 --> 01:35:41,520
and a tiny square.

1046
01:36:40,430 --> 01:36:41,430
Thank you.

1047
01:37:38,000 --> 01:37:39,000
Why are you here?

1048
01:37:40,260 --> 01:37:41,260
You okay?

1049
01:37:41,880 --> 01:37:43,860
When did you get here?

1050
01:37:44,100 --> 01:37:45,100
Why are you here?

1051
01:37:47,620 --> 01:37:48,620
Where is she?

1052
01:37:50,180 --> 01:37:51,180
She's asleep.

1053
01:37:51,900 --> 01:37:53,220
With the babysitter? Yes.

1054
01:37:55,080 --> 01:37:59,940
Look, I just... I couldn't think. I
couldn't function. I couldn't do

1055
01:38:00,160 --> 01:38:04,300
All I was doing was thinking about you
and her and the apartment, so I had to

1056
01:38:04,300 --> 01:38:06,940
come back. I was scared. I wanted to
help. Wait, wait, wait.

1057
01:38:11,870 --> 01:38:14,230
What? You just gotta know how to talk to
these guys. That's all.

1058
01:38:14,690 --> 01:38:19,230
Did you look at it? The hole? Did you
see it? Did you see anything?

1059
01:38:20,330 --> 01:38:23,490
Oh, yeah. No, it, uh... It was not
fixed.

1060
01:38:24,310 --> 01:38:25,310
Now it's fixed.

1061
01:38:26,370 --> 01:38:29,370
Okay. Okay. I think... I think we should
just... Let's just go.

1062
01:38:29,710 --> 01:38:31,150
You don't see how it got so bad?

1063
01:38:31,430 --> 01:38:32,550
How did it get so bad?

1064
01:38:33,310 --> 01:38:34,370
Are you trying to blame me?

1065
01:38:35,270 --> 01:38:39,010
No, I'm not blaming you. I just... I
just want to get out of here. It just...

1066
01:38:39,010 --> 01:38:40,250
was a huge... I want to get out of here.

1067
01:38:50,120 --> 01:38:51,120
Do you love me?

1068
01:38:53,240 --> 01:38:54,240
Yeah.

1069
01:39:04,040 --> 01:39:06,740
Hey, hey, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
What?

1070
01:39:07,780 --> 01:39:08,780
Mr. Rush.

1071
01:39:09,140 --> 01:39:11,260
You were the one who was in a rush to
get back here.

1072
01:39:11,680 --> 01:39:12,860
I don't want to be here anymore.

1073
01:39:14,140 --> 01:39:15,140
We are here.

1074
01:39:15,550 --> 01:39:18,590
All right, let's relieve the babysitter.
I'm exhausted. I want to get to sleep.

1075
01:39:18,750 --> 01:39:22,130
I'm excited to see her, even if she's
sleeping. I know, but why don't you go

1076
01:39:22,130 --> 01:39:25,350
downstairs and get us some wine or
something, and I can relieve the sitter.

1077
01:39:25,350 --> 01:39:26,249
are you talking about?

1078
01:39:26,250 --> 01:39:27,750
What's going on? What's going on?

1079
01:39:28,370 --> 01:39:29,430
There's something going on.

1080
01:39:31,270 --> 01:39:32,870
Open the door.

1081
01:39:35,730 --> 01:39:36,730
Me?

1082
01:39:36,850 --> 01:39:38,010
I don't have a key.

1083
01:39:39,610 --> 01:39:40,610
Right. Yeah.

1084
01:39:43,530 --> 01:39:47,290
Oh, God, don't tell me you left her here
without... No, no, no, no, no, no, no.

1085
01:39:47,590 --> 01:39:49,390
I have a key.

1086
01:39:49,830 --> 01:39:50,830
I think I am.

1087
01:39:57,130 --> 01:39:58,130
Hey.

1088
01:39:58,950 --> 01:40:00,570
I'm, uh, I'm her dad. I'm Charles.

1089
01:40:00,830 --> 01:40:03,010
Nice to meet you. You must be the
babysitter.

1090
01:40:03,370 --> 01:40:06,790
Babysitter? Yeah, James, right? Right?
Jamie, right.

1091
01:40:07,070 --> 01:40:09,690
Oh, thank you for, uh... Oh, hell no.

1092
01:40:10,510 --> 01:40:12,130
I'm not doing this shit with you, yo.

1093
01:40:12,620 --> 01:40:15,740
Not doing what? What are you talking
about? Not a fucking babysitter, dude.

1094
01:40:17,780 --> 01:40:18,780
Excuse me?

1095
01:40:19,820 --> 01:40:23,980
Your daughter woke up and was crying,
scared shitless. So I pounded on the

1096
01:40:23,980 --> 01:40:26,060
fucking door till she finally opened it.

1097
01:40:26,440 --> 01:40:28,340
I had to tell her I was a friend of your
wife.

1098
01:40:28,660 --> 01:40:33,020
Bro, it took me forever to get her to go
to sleep. And by the way, I had to give

1099
01:40:33,020 --> 01:40:37,360
her a band -aid. She had some shit
oozing from it. Hey, okay, okay, hold

1100
01:40:37,780 --> 01:40:41,660
Listen, who the fuck are you? What the
hell are you doing in my room? Your

1101
01:40:42,080 --> 01:40:47,220
Yeah, this is my wife, that's my child,
my room. I just fucking told you who I

1102
01:40:47,220 --> 01:40:49,880
was, and you need to ask your wife. I
got this cast on my leg.

1103
01:40:52,260 --> 01:40:56,080
He's the babysitter. He's not the
babysitter. He just told me he's not the

1104
01:40:56,080 --> 01:40:59,460
babysitter. Who the fuck is he? Can we
just go inside? She can hear everything

1105
01:40:59,460 --> 01:41:00,398
that you're saying.

1106
01:41:00,400 --> 01:41:02,500
First of all, can you even explain to me
why her machine is off and the tooth is

1107
01:41:02,500 --> 01:41:04,180
outside of her body? I ain't in this
shit, man.

1108
01:41:05,360 --> 01:41:06,360
Hey,

1109
01:41:07,040 --> 01:41:09,440
hey, look at, yes, hi, daddy's home.

1110
01:41:10,090 --> 01:41:11,810
Oh my gosh, look at you. You're
beautiful.

1111
01:41:12,110 --> 01:41:13,910
But I didn't believe her because Dr.
Spring said I do.

1112
01:41:14,210 --> 01:41:15,410
But look, it's right.

1113
01:41:15,890 --> 01:41:17,050
Wes, what are you saying?

1114
01:41:17,510 --> 01:41:18,950
Look, no tube.

1115
01:41:19,610 --> 01:41:21,610
What? The tube is garbage now.

1116
01:41:21,910 --> 01:41:23,370
I can go back to school.

1117
01:41:25,290 --> 01:41:28,650
Oh my God. But Daddy, I still don't want
to eat food. Why?

1118
01:41:29,150 --> 01:41:30,350
Because it's too much. What's going on?

1119
01:41:35,810 --> 01:41:38,630
Will you take me to the playground
tomorrow? What did you do?

1120
01:41:39,660 --> 01:41:40,660
What did you do?

1121
01:46:07,670 --> 01:46:08,670
I'll be better.

1122
01:47:53,960 --> 01:47:59,640
Sit beside the breakfast table, think
about your troubles.

1123
01:48:00,180 --> 01:48:04,980
Pour yourself a cup of tea, then think
about the bubbles.

1124
01:48:06,240 --> 01:48:11,560
You can take your teardrops, drop them
in a teacup.

1125
01:48:12,020 --> 01:48:17,560
Take them down to the riverside and
throw them over the east side.

1126
01:48:17,800 --> 01:48:21,740
Be swept up by a current and take...

1127
01:48:25,550 --> 01:48:26,550
Impressive.